Death

This week has been STRESSFUL!! One person in my fam. came near death, another family member is having health problems, friends are being jerks, and I even lost one. Each day is a challenge. Who wants to face the world when your soul is broken? No one. I have it hurts, and you never feel at ease. Even in winter I can wear shorts outside and from the restlessness I just don't feel the wind. It seems my senses have drained away. I say I'm fine, I work fine, I feel fine but deeper I am wounded. How I heal it is unknown. I'll try. Hopefully with Christmas maybe the Christmas spirit will help it. I even was talking to my friend and admitted I feel as though the love of my family and friends is becoming casual. It doesn't work on me. I need to give love. I promise I will try. I don't want to look death in the eye again so instead I will embrace life.

Some people are so afraid do die that they never begin to live. -Henry Van Dyke

Men fear death as children fear to go in the dark; and as that natural fear in children is increased by tales, so is the other. -Francis Bacon

Carpe Diem "For we are food for worms" Seize the day and live that one and only moment.

-Taz